Maybe...

Maybe I am not ready to explain,
Why I struggle in this silent pain,
For this isn't just some pathetic reason,
It's more than a act of treason.
Now I have but that to give,
And he's the reason she doesn't live,
Can you hold me if I am closed?
I'm already feeling rather exposed...

Maybe the lock will soon be broken,
And all the secrets will be spoken.
Everyone will stare in disgust,
Failing to act like I am not fussed,
For it kills me to hold this inside,
And one day I will decide,
That the lock is there and should stay,
We can't think about it everyday...

Maybe it will haunt my soul,
For this from me is what he stole.
Stole it without asking first,
This chest of mine shall surely burst.
Beating quickly shall fix the cracks,
So listen carefully to the facts.
As I won't stay here forever,
But promise you won't say 'never'...

Maybe time is the only key,
Waves bring it in from the sea,
But now isn't the time for curiousity,
As they talk about 'the monstrosity',
Which was less than four years ago,
That traumatic nightmare won't go.
Don't wander through my mind again,
There is too much to explain...

Maybe we just need a little hope,
So that our heads and hearts can cope,
With what the world throws our way,
Each and every single day.
He knows it was wrong and thats the end,
There is no need to comprehend,
For this is me locking whats happened away,
I guess my secret is here to stay...