The Letters I Didn't Send

It wasn't too long ago,
When every smile was for show,
It is okay as it's not as bad,
He was just one silly lad,
Thinking he could do as he pleased,
And now this pain has eased.

Those letters may have been for you,
There was not one letter but two.
You shouldn't have seen the words they held,
Holding feelings I have withheld,
Grasping at the strings left behind,
Seeing if there is anything left to find.

These memories do not help us to grow,
They don't help our love show,
Place your hand within mine,
Let our feelings begin to shine,
It won't be long before we smile,
As long as we're together for every mile.

Remember these things were past events,
And they build up in segments,
One by one they build a person,
And nothing has to worsen,
It can get better for us all,
Build it up but don't let me fall.

Please don't let me fall apart,
Don't rebreak my heart,
Pull together what he broke,
Climb through the thickening smoke.
Grow like the old oak tree,
One day we will see.

I know this wasn't as you planned,
I know that you don't understand,
This means quite a lot to me,
I'm sure that you will one day agree,
But at this moment it's all okay,
Lets hope this feeling is here to stay.