Trapped

It swallows everything I once had,
The only thing left is sad,
Nothing to pull me outta this,
Where is what I call bliss?
I can't see it here,
All I feel is fear,
Can you let me out of this hell?
Let me out of this prison cell...

I reach out for what is not there,
No one in this world can truely care,
Walking past not noticing,
My phone doesn't ring...
I'm alone without my mind,
I know I have nothing left to find,
But would the earth let me go,
Or hold me down in the snow?

I hear the birds start to sing,
As it starts to turn to spring,
The turns and twists in the roads,
My memories suddenly explodes,
Mixed emotions grabbing me,
Where I'll end we shall see,
I shall drink my way out of tonight,
Do I have enough energy to fight?

Pass over the closest knife,
It's my choice if I live this life,
Possible ways to run out,
I no longer care what you shout,
I'll pass you the last of my time,
That's not such a crime,
I want what is best for you,
You know everything I say is true...

I'll hold my head above the earth,
You can have all I am worth,
I don't think you need me anymore,
To you I'm nothing more than a bore,
That was when I was let go,
I had nothing left to show,
My hands were cut, bruised, broken,
Please don't leave those words unspoken...