What are we doing? Why haven't we learnt?

Grass grows at our feet,
Love grows with every heart beat,
As quick as things grow they fall,
It'll happen and loose it all.
What are we doing?
Why haven't we learnt?

Climbing that wall was tough,
I have had just enough.
Climbing, climbing, when can I stop?
All I can give is all I've got...
What are we doing?
Why haven't we learnt?

When I reach the top I will smile,
Faith says this will be worthwhile,
Yet I cannot say I know for sure,
Please be my hearts cure...
What are we doing?
Why haven't we learnt?

I refuse to give in to these fears,
Nothing will stop me, even these tears,
They fall just like my heart did,
You can't say that you forbid.
What are we doing?
Why haven't we learnt?

When you promised to always stay,
You only really meant for one day,
As you walked away everything shattered,
Nothing I said really mattered...
What are we doing?
Why haven't we learnt?

Waiting here for you to appear,
And you've made it quite clear,
That I shall have to wait awhile,
But the thought of 'us' makes me smile...
What are we doing?
Why haven't we learnt?

Hope is all I have for this,
Wishful thinking for some bliss,
This emotion will be the death of me,
Both of us will have to wait and see...
What am I doing?
Why haven't I learnt?

*Ergggg*

For some reason I cannot find the words to write a poem tonight, no matter how much I want to. The words will not come to me and therefore I shall just post a few pictures from postsecret. I thought that I might find some inspriation from one of them.


This is such a sweet postcard is so sweet and it shows how people bottle things up and also how they want to protect others...

Protection comes in all forms,
It'll battle out through the thunder storms,
Empty it's sea from the clouds,
Onto the bustling crowds.

People run from shop to shop,
Never thinking about a short stop,
Remember this moment before it's gone,
Face it, this is no once upon...

Everything will come to a end,
This trail of thought is becoming a trend,
Minds wander too far and wide,
I guess that's why I cried...

I'm looking for a little hope,
Someone to help me cope,
Yet I can't open up to anyone,
And when I can they're gone.

My heart is pulling itself apart,
This is no end but a start,
Pain not pleasure inside me,
Will you please guaranttee?

Help me out of my emotionless state,
Let it all be down to fate,
Leave it to work out the fall,
Sorry but this'll be the last call...

I can't keep this up anymore,
I need to go and stand on the sea shore,
Get away from everything here,
Staying is my biggest fear...

Tomorrow

Tomorrow will shortly appear,
Bringing with it a new fear,
Beginning again another day,
Please will you just stay.
I hate going on while I'm not ready,
I need to find my feet to be steady.

Tomorrow is a day away,
Take me to the usa,
Fly me over the waving sea,
Drive me past the old oak tree.
Find somewhere we can start over,
I'll always wear my clover.

Tomorrow draws in on me,
Its time to agree to disagree,
For now whole in my chest,
Will have to fail the complete test.
Splinters hang on the floor,
There is so much left to explore.

Once Forever

Once forever, once hidden,
Underneath what is forbidden,
Growing through to the light,
It will only last until tonight.
The start of a new day closer now,
This is too much for my heart to allow.

Once forever, once gone,
Some how we all must live on,
Sun light burns the lies,
Of this happy disguise.
No longer can I hide these eyes,
To you this may be a surprise...

Once forever, once no where,
My memories I no longer share.
Wishes whisper to the wind,
Time is up for the sinned,
Yet where are you?
I want to be there too.

Once forever, once deprived,
Now that my heart has arrived,
Fragile in your hands as before,
You can choose to ignore.
Play with the pieces if you must,
Your only messing with my trust...

Once forever, once lost,
Is it worth the cost?
The risk of a spilt tear,
Is not the most I have to fear.
Life without you is no good,
My words are so misunderstood...

Once forever, once forgotten,
Everything has turned rotten,
Nothing is left to help me through,
All my thoughts are overdue.
I want to thank you for the past,
No life will ever last...

Once forever, once ended,
I hope you aren't offended,
Visiting isn't something I can do,
This year has been hell without you.
One day we will be reunited,
Thats as long as I am invited...

Untitled...

(... I haven't named this poem as it just came to me. I was thinking too much about everything so it's a bit of all the things happening in my head at the moment, therefore it cannot be put into a category it is a open mixture of events. A open book if you must... )

Your lies are pulling me apart,
It was my fault fromt the start,
I ripped up everything that was ours,
No hearts are left, only flowers.

Flowers grow through the rain,
Love grows through the pain,
But nothing heals what is broken,
There is nothing left to be spoken.

Walk away from our past,
Nothing will ever last,
This is ending like before,
Leaving us all wanting more...

Beauty In The Breakdown

Beauty comes and goes,
Covering our heads and toes,
Tiptoeing round our imperfections,
Always seen in our reflections,
Falling from our very eyes,
With everyone of your goodbyes.

In this world we climb and fall,
Some people think that that is all,
No one looks inbetween the lines,
Though no one can read your signs.
You change your offer everyday,
No, I won't come out to play.

The many lies you tell me,
They sit and won't let me be,
I try to run to the emptiness,
My love is all I can confess,
A beating heart beneath my chest,
Lets put your love to the test.

Breakdown these words one by one,
Then soon enough you'll be gone,
Fall out of love with me again,
You're the cause to this pain,
But beauty grows out of the gashes,
Good things come from the ashes...

Catch Up

Do you see you, like we see you?
I hope to hell that you do...
The mysteries of change happens all around,
Every truth hidden by what is not found,
The messages, the songs,
Two wrongs are always two wrongs,
Words can be broken into lies,
You are one of those guys.
Your just a boy, cheater and liar,
Who no one will ever admire,
One day you will learn you're to blame,
No one is gonna scream your name.
Until the day you accept that you're the cause,
You'll live your life as if it's in pause,
Just be aware that things'll catch up with you,
It'll catch everyone else too...

Key To My Heart

Can I be your sunshine?
Then we can't draw the line,
The flowers will grow all around us,
The life around will begin to buzz,
Come to life with me,
Grab onto the secret key.

The key I hold is so unbelievable,
It keeps me from being unstable,
The markings twine together to make one,
But all of that could easily be gone,
Hold it close to your heart,
We'll make that the start...

When we are close enough I will explain,
That the markings are caused by pain,
They show the journey it took,
Just take a good look,
Twists and turns running along it,
Now it's time for you to do your bit...

How could we ever feel happiness without pain,
It just wouldn't ever be the same,
So please make me smile before the end,
If you hurt me my heart will mend,
My key will mark it to ignorance,
Like some sort of summer romance.

Please don't throw away my key,
Then I will never be free,
To fall in true love with my one,
I don't want this opotunity to be gone,
I need you more tonight than ever,
I hope that you'll leave never...

I know it's not the right time,
And I'm not worth a single dime,
But the secret garden is growing,
These secrets are showing...

Your garden has too much to hold,
Just because you have too little told,
I tried to use the key you gave,
But you stopped me like a crashing wave...

Everyone says it was meant to be,
Yet now you only say maybe,
This is my fault and you know it,
And now I no longer fit...

The flowers grow strong and tall,
Shame that soon they will all fall,
Fall in love like all the rest,
It'll kill this heart beneath my breast...

Waiting for this to kill me,
I'm sure you would agree,
For I am waiting for you forevermore,
Even if you choose to ignore...

One day I hope you will realise,
I'm waiting no matter what they advise,
I'll love you til the day I die,
Even if all you want to say is goodbye...

Within

I'll hold my head up high,
Point it up towards the sky,
Waiting amongst the broken light,
Trying to win a loosing fight.
What I am holding onto pulls me apart,
It has been from the start,
The rope has thorns growing within,
Since when was holding on a sin?
Reality grabs me by the hand,
I guess I will never understand,
Why the thorns are growing now,
I won't let is take our final bow.
This can't be the end of it all yet,
Holding on won't be a regret,
Great things come to those who wait,
But in the end it comes down to fate,
To take my hand and pull me through,
I need to find out what is true,
Either tell me now or let me go,
Lift me up then drop me low,
One day I will learn to not jump in,
Maybe one day the thorns won't grow from within...